Orion coming out caught me completely off guard, though we have been tight for years and he is still my favorite person.
I love him, I support him, and I want him happy.
I am not against him being queer. The problem is what happens when I imagine some other guy touching him or hooking up with him: my heart pounds, my fists clench, and I feel dizzy with rage.
I do not mind that he is gay. I mind the idea of him sharing that part of himself with anyone but me.
